Trivial Drivel 11: Oooo boy

I'm in trouble.
Big Trouble.
I like someone.
A boy.
Oh dear, this is not good
I haven't had a crush in... God, 6 years?
Man I forgot how much they suck.


At least it's not the whole... 7th grade situation again:
My affections, me being awkward and ultimately unattractive, always given without reciprocation.
This time I know this F*cking boy has some sort of feelings for me.
(Get your mind out of the gutter, I'm talking about deeper sh*t here)

BUUTTTT, we both have other people.Yes, I am dating, casually and nonexclusively, someone else.
And I do like the boy I'm dating.
But I don't have a crush on him.
Maybe it's because things just started with boy I'm dating, let's call him.... Kyle*.
When I mean "just started" I don't mean it's new.
I mean, it was like we met, then we were together.
So there was no time for the "crush" phase.
The same thing kinda happened with Adam.

But with Landon*, we're friends.
So that's probably it.
BAHHHHHHH!!!!!
I'm screwed.
But, that's okay!
It's kinda fun acting like the girl for once.
We'll see if it goes anywhere.



Anywhooo. I'm in class right now.
Natalie

*Name has been changed